Pull Myself Together.

Pull Myself Together (Don't Hate Me)

The Rocket Summer

Pretty mess, with a pretty voice

Humming in my ear,

drowning out the world's noise

Such a pretty one, such a mixed up one

I once was lost, then I was found

I wanna make things better the second time around

What a precious sound

Hearing the words a second time around

And how will you understand?

As if I would back then.

How will they understand,

that's who I was not who I am?

And I'm not a perfect soul,

and I'll fall again, I know.

I must pull myself together

This is a brand new day

Pull myself away from my mistakes

Pull myself together,

It's time to let the waves pull me, take me away

And I know for you this must be hard,

giving me a second start

And I know I'm a little bit late

but please don't hate, hate me

Don't hate, hate me

Chain of lies, chain of events

The keys are in your reach,

but not in your hands

You don't have to be

a quote good unquote person to be let free

And how will you understand?

As if I would back then.

How will they understand,

that's who I was not who I am?

And I'm not a perfect soul,

and I'll fall again, I know, but oh

I must pull myself together

This is a brand new day

Pull myself away from my mistakes

Pull myself together,

It's time to let the waves just take me, pull me away

And I know for you this must be hard,

giving me a second start

And I know I'm a little bit late

but please don't hate, hate me

Don't hate, hate me

So pull myself together

This is a brand new day

Pull myself away from my mistakes

Pull myself together,

It's time to let the waves just take me, pull me away

And I know for you this must be hard,

giving me a second start

And I know I'm a little bit late

but please don't hate, hate me

Don't hate, hate me

The grace you know you're yearning for

is right here where you're at

This song is so amazing. If you have never listened to the Rocket Summer I urge to give him a listen he is absolutely amazing his lyrics are beautiful.

To the few people that read what I write, thank you. I am not gifted with the ways of words but I do have my moments although somethings of what I write or say are not my proudest moments... most of the time I say something stupid or mean. But to those of you who do catch me on my better days I hope my words ring true to your ears and somehow help you with whatever it is you may be going through, may it be a hard time or an amazing event in your life.

I am far from perfect and sometimes I let my emotions get the best of me and I do things without thinking, its something that I am continuously working on... believe me I faulter many times. But thats what forgiveness is about... another thing that I am continuously working on. I have a tendency to hold grudges and not let things go its a part of who I am unfortunately. I work on it daily and most of the time I slip up and end up hurting the people closest to me. As I said I am a work in progress so please have patience with me.

Two of my closest friends have been dealing with a lot lately and they share the things that are burdening them with me, I feel blessed that they have chosen me to share their hardships and in return they share mine. I feel there hardships and mine rolled into one which is a lot but I wouldn't have it any other way. So to help them and me I write everything that comes from my heart to my head in this blog as a way to free up some space. I've learned that the internet is a very powerful tool nothing is really ever private and sometimes you forget that. I do not regret starting this blog it has given me an outlet for things I can't say out loud, I tend to better at translating things to paper.

I am so blessed to the people I have in my life they are so good to me and I continuously thank God for them, because without people who care about you and love you life is really meaningless.

"A friend loves at all times, and is born, as is a brother, for adversity."- Proverbs 17: 17